Word of the day 'Ciak Sai'

Eat shit ah....

The difference between me n other students (at exam hall)

other students: writing n writing n writing the whole time
me: write a bit, look around.. write a bit, look around

other students: hand in at least 2 booklet (means they really write damn a lot)
me: only hand in 1...
(even students that dun go for class often also hand in 2 booklet.. sigh)

other students: their answer; 3 lines, graphs, 6lines, graphs, 3 lines (since i got time to look at others)
me: graphs, 8 lines... oh ya, got 1 question that I didn draw any graph summore..

other students: last 10 minutes still struggle to write as much as they can
me: last 10 minutes already put down my pen n wait for lecturer to collect my paper
(this subject is the 'not enough time' paper..... seems to me, got extra time to look around)

Do you think I can pass this subject? Sigh...














Already so sad for this paper.. walk back to my car that time, drizzling... it was raining earlier on, my shoe stepped on a patch of mud.. (yor, so 'sue' wan)
Then when I reached my car saw a ticket sticking at my wiper. So I tot its just a brochure.. Look at it again , MPSJ, Wira Putih, MAD 5560, RM80.00-SAMAN!!
(sigh.. ciak sai again)

Well, its a Friday (family dinner).. So semangat today, decided to cook for family.. got stuck in a jam, sister didn tell me she's not coming coz got dental appointment, so only left me n my mom.. So, 2 person, cook 2 type can d lo.. After cooking, washed all the stuff, ready to eat adi lo.. The next thing I know, my sister coming.. have to take out the kuali n fry eggs.. sigh..














Dinner time, nicely eating, my mom failed my cooking! (vegetables-didn 'sap' first b4 frying it, chicken-'like glue! too much flour, egg-cant even fry egg ah? fry till like tat!.. FAIL-pointing at chicken, FAIL-pointing at vege, FAIL-pointing at the eggs... )

What a day... A ciak sai day...

All in one day

> no more scribbling around
> going Australia for final semester

For the better in me, I'm 90% pretty much sure that I won't be regretting the decisions I made. What a drastic change.. that's my life.. no wonder my life is so interesting :-) (right gals?, hope u know what I mean.. rofl)

Since I cant afford to lose my education, I have to let go Scribblez.. a huge sacrifice.. anyhow, I dun think I'm strong enough to take care of everything.. its a good sacrifice. (I starting to miss Scribblez already.. haih)

Andrew: If you wanna be good at something, solidify your base first.

Got it! that's what I'm planning to do.. explore myself, see things differently.. accept and generate ideas.. (Damn easy to talk!.. sigh..) M I too old to realized? .. Oh well, better than I don't at all...

JL: You're a fool if you ask now, but you'll be a fool forever if you dun ask.


Jodie was in Malaysia... Melbourne, here I come!

Wish me all the best!!

Where is the dream..

A time machine
See what I want to see
Do what I want to do
Bring myself to the future

A realistic world
It is possible to be done
To fight for it, be passionate
Bring along 6 friends

An unrealistic dimension
It only last for minutes
Fantasy it is
Instinct to be greater than logic

Goalless for the moment
Till when it remains this way
Searching for the dreams
When everyone else has already taking the next step

It has been years..

Damn semangat, 2 blogs in 1 day..

Just to insert something I appreciate a lot .....

Kinda happy that after so long, we finally able to gather n have a short n fun happening nite.. Quite Happening... sorry to those that wont be able to make it and also those that FFK us..


















It has been years after form 5 that we gather and stay overnight n have fun.. actually come to think about it again, this is like the 2nd time and its not official coz many of them not around..














The retarded 1 is still retarded, the crazy become crazier, and the one do7do8 now continue do8do9.. Couldn stop laughing the whole time spending with them..














Really surprised that they are changes in some of them.. Became more sporting than last time.. Probably because of the alcohol... Who knows after that night they are back to normal being conservative... lolz..

We should have have this outing more often.. but its quite difficult to match all of their time..

Anyhow, looking forward for the next session..

Cheers to 5 science 1 and 5 science 2!

A whole new world

From Wangsamaju to Subang to Kayu Ara to Segambut...

For now, I have Dandive (my tiny room) is good enough for me to sleep comfortably..












































But I want it to be better.. A bit tired of moving here and there... I just want to have a place of my own.. got less to worry about.. I'll name Defright for my Home in future.. For my future home, its better to get a professional painter.. lol.. Will c how, coz after painting Dandive, there's a satisfaction whenever I enter the room..




























All the hard work (cookies' shit, all those not washable paints, messy newspaper all around) pays off.. and I conclude that using a roller is much better than brush and never ask idea from a colour blind person.. (OOooppss) lolz..